
As a teenage follower of Jesus, I suffered from a terrible affliction. It was an ailment that primarily reared its head in communal gatherings. I was heavily involved in things like Chrysalis and camping ministry. My malady would arise whenever there was a time of testimony…I came to realize that I was suffering from a terrible disease called testimonius-enviousness. I would sink deep into my pew or chair and hang my head as people shared how Jesus had rescued them from teenage drug addiction or alcoholism, from a life of partying and sleeping around. They would share how at the lowest point of their lives, Jesus rescued them and they became followers of His. I really was grateful for what Jesus had done in their lives, but my testimony? It wasn’t that. Make no mistake, the change in me was huge after Jesus found me at a week of church camp when I was 14, but no one was ever going to have me highlight the testimony time. My depression, anxiety, loneliness and broken home didn’t make for a powerfully moving story.
Okay, I made testimonius-enviousness up. But years of ministry have shown me I am not alone in this diagnosis. And, I really did have testimony envy.
Now, as an older (and thankfully more mature) follower of Jesus, I see clearly the Holy Spirit’s work within me. I’m so grateful for what Jesus did to find me, and what He continues to do to help me reclaim my true, authentic humanity as I discover my identity as His beloved. I’ve also come to learn that the broader spread of testimony envy marks something unhealthy in our church. I’ve also come to believe that our own “church-culture” created this disorder. Far too often, when we need someone to share a testimony, we look for the most extreme and dramatic stories. I’ve been cured of my testimony envy.
It’s my belief that this culture, while likely well-intentioned, has helped us (especially those of us in the Wesleyan tradition) lose an essential practice–the sharing of testimony by everyday, ordinary followers of Jesus. Hear me, I love hearing how Jesus met people at the darkest points of their lives and brought them into His Kingdom–but sometimes I wonder what God has been up to in their lives since their conversion. My inoculation has also been a great revealer. God is indeed working in all of our lives in incredible ways – often more beautifully and powerfully in the days and years beyond conversion. We’ve just lost the art of sharing those everyday testimonies. It’s time to reclaim this lost art.
From the earliest days of the Wesleyan Methodist movement, testimony was at the very heart of the community. Wesley and his followers understood that personal experiences of God’s grace were not private matters alone; they were indeed essential tools for discipleship, encouragement, and yes, evangelism. Speaking exclusively from my seat as a church leader in the West, testimony-sharing has been relegated to rare and special occasions or overlooked altogether. It is time to recover a practice of testimony in worship, small groups, and spiritual formation.
Testimony is deeply woven into the tapestry of Scripture. After the Samaritan Woman’s encounter with Jesus in John’s Gospel, we read, “Many of the Samaritans from that town believed in him because of the woman’s testimony, ‘He told me everything I ever did.’”* Likewise, the Apostle Paul, repeatedly shared his testimony in Acts 22 and 26, using testimony as a tool for evangelism. In the closing pages of Scripture, Revelation 12:11 reminds us that “They triumphed over him by the blood of the lamb and by the word of their testimony.”
John Wesley built on this firm Scriptural foundation by emphasizing testimony from the earliest days of our movement. He saw testimony as absolutely essential for spiritual growth and evangelism. The early classes and bands were marked by the regular sharing of experiences of God’s grace. Even Wesley’s key question, “How is it with your soul,” is more than a polite icebreaker but an invitation to testify to God’s goodness and faithfulness.
Public testimony was also central to Methodist gatherings beyond small groups. At the Love Feast (quarterly communal meals inspired by Acts 2:46), participants were given opportunities to share how God was working in their lives. Kevin Watson, in his recent comprehensive history of Methodism in America, Doctrine, Spirit, and Discipline, writes:
The highlight of the meeting was a time where members shared ways they had struggled and testified to triumphs of God’s grace over struggles and temptations. The love feast was a communal event that made visible and vocal how God had been at work in the lives of Methodists in the community that might have been more difficult to see otherwise.**
Wesley himself would write in his journal about one of these love feasts. God’s power was made known through the “honest simplicity with which several spoke, in declaring the manner of God’s dealings with them…[and] set the hearts of others on fire, and the flame spread more and more, till, having stayed near an hour longer than usual, we were constrained to part.”***
Testimony was far from a nostalgic practice, Wesley saw it as a dynamic tool for spiritual formation. Testimony was essential for:
Despite the scriptural witness and importance in early Methodism, testimony has largely faded from modern worship and Christian formation. While by no means meant to be exhaustive, I’ve observed the following four factors that have contributed to this wane:
A Shift to More Structured Worship Services. Sermon-centric, attractional worship has eclipsed participatory, spirit-led gatherings in most churches. The act of testimony has often been squeezed out of worship services for the sake of time and more “trained” communicators.
I believe it is vital to revive the practice of testimony in the Church. Here are some practical steps to begin to restore this powerful practice:
Friends, we have the ability to cure “testimony-envy!” When testimonies are shared, we experience that which C.S. Lewis called “the good infection of the gospel” in personal story form:
He came to this world and became a man in order to spread to other men the kind of life He has–by what I call ‘good infection’. Every Christian is to become a little Christ. The whole purpose of becoming a Christian is simply nothing else.****
Testimony is not just a relic of the past—it is a biblical, Wesleyan, and transformative practice that needs to make a comeback! When believers share their stories, the church is strengthened, and lives are changed. The work of God in our lives is preserved best by sharing it in community! If we truly want to see revival in our churches today, we must reclaim the lost art of testimony.
*John 4:39
** Kevin Watson, Doctrine Spirit and Discipline: a History of the Wesleyan Tradition in the United States, 154
***John Wesley, Journal, February 18, 1750, in Works, 20:321
****C.S. Lewis, Mere Christianity, 154.
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